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I’ve been sick all day and it all started yesterday morning with a soar throat!

Last night I got home at 1 or 2am

Then i slept in till 4:30pm today and I really wish I could go outside but know that it would just make me worse.

Blehh. I hate being sick.

Ever wondered when you’ll meet the right one? Unless you already have then your just like me who hasn’t!

Your not alone! There are plenty of singles out there going through the same thing! So please don’t “pull the pitty” and make people feel bad for u by casting your sorrows of lonelyness to grab the attention when u feel ignored.

Now that doesn’t mean to not express yourself. Be my guest!

YES | BE MY GUEST | like beauty in the beast

When your emotionaly involved with someone your heart sows itself to theirs in a way that if they break it you can feel your heart tear apart from theirs

in other terms “your heart broken”

Well I put it into example like this,

“if you ever had heartburn before after eating to much spicy food or eating too much too fast then you know what I’m saying. You can literally feel your heart burn. It hurts and you grab your chest in hopes of helping it out or something as if you hug a friend who’s crying. Neways! That’s how it feels when u are heartbroken!

For me at least.

(I’m NOT heartbroken by the way if your wondering)

So I say, what is love?

Is it when your willing to sow your heart with theirs and be one.

Or is it when you think about them

Night and day. And all you want to do is see them. Talk to them. Be with them. Is love when your stomach turns upside down when they kiss you? Or is it when are at a loss for words when they suprise you after work with a gift?

For all I know love is lost for me.

Am I willing to find it? Yes.

Is it willing to find me? Idk.

What will I do if I find it? Idk.

Do I trust gods plan for me?Yes.

If you know what love is. Tell me your idea. Tell me your storie. Tell me

Your heartbreak. Tell me bible verses.

I love your feedback. I L O V E U

I feel like the world is against me!

Jut within the last week alone!

Here’s the story,

I showed up 2 hours late lat Sunday morning. Late the Friday before and Kay everyday after the following Tuesday! And then got sent home and almost fired fromy job. This happened all within a week! And on top of that I had to customers complain about me big time because they didn’t like the way I service them at the register! Anndddd one of my shifts tattle-tailed on me to my store manager about my phone bein out while on the job! Ughh

And still!!! All within 1 week! I swear I’m gunna lose my job I this keeps up! Buy I really feel like I’m at rock bottom with my job and there’s nothing that I can do to make it better!! It feels like I’m screaming for help but nobody can hear me!! It hurts so much inside but don’t know how to handle it!

And I haven’t seen or hung out with my friends a lot lately cuz I feel like I’m following gods path with my passion to serve mininistry and that breaks my heart too!

Anndddd I feel like I have no one to talk to or that understands me but myself and god

But I want someone in the flesh to be there with me!

I’m so overwhelmed I don’t know what to do.

I know being late was my fault and the phone thing too but it’s still hard.