I’ve been sick all day and it all started yesterday morning with a soar throat!
Last night I got home at 1 or 2am
Then i slept in till 4:30pm today and I really wish I could go outside but know that it would just make me worse.
Blehh. I hate being sick.
Frenemies • there bitt your friends and enemies at the sane time.
Like a love hate relationship kind of thing.
I just decided that me and traffic are big time frenemies!
Am I wearing a sticker that says don’t date me on my forehead or what!?
Cuz it sure feels like it!
And it doesn’t make me happy! >: | : (
I write not to impress, but instead to express!
Don’t forget that!
I feel like the world is against me!
Jut within the last week alone!
Here’s the story,
I showed up 2 hours late lat Sunday morning. Late the Friday before and Kay everyday after the following Tuesday! And then got sent home and almost fired fromy job. This happened all within a week! And on top of that I had to customers complain about me big time because they didn’t like the way I service them at the register! Anndddd one of my shifts tattle-tailed on me to my store manager about my phone bein out while on the job! Ughh
And still!!! All within 1 week! I swear I’m gunna lose my job I this keeps up! Buy I really feel like I’m at rock bottom with my job and there’s nothing that I can do to make it better!! It feels like I’m screaming for help but nobody can hear me!! It hurts so much inside but don’t know how to handle it!
And I haven’t seen or hung out with my friends a lot lately cuz I feel like I’m following gods path with my passion to serve mininistry and that breaks my heart too!
Anndddd I feel like I have no one to talk to or that understands me but myself and god
But I want someone in the flesh to be there with me!
I’m so overwhelmed I don’t know what to do.
I know being late was my fault and the phone thing too but it’s still hard.